"Feelings"

sometimes you don't know
what is happening to you,
at one moment you feel elated
other moment feeling of loosing something
or suddenly you feel depressed and low..

forget about telling this to someone
I myself not able to understand
this thing called " feelings"

why they are so important in our lives
they decide our own moods
they have power of changing you entirely
mainly people are responsible for this
may be wanted or unwanted...
I feel sometimes,
even atmosphere is responsible for this
If weather is nice then at least
you have one reason less to complain
or your state of mind matters a lot..

why ...
when cloud comes together
wind starts blowing
when you hear thundering
see raindrops
make you feel nice
you get tempted to get wet in the rain...
do all crazy things
or just feel the rain
which seeps inside you
the more you get wet!!

why does this happen?
why are we so driven by our so called " feelings"
How will you explain .. the factor of "feeling" something
or its stupid to think about " feelings"
but still everyone follows ....feelings :)
what are the factors which decide ...how one should feel

I don't know whether it all makes sense
I am just writing whatever I am feeling right now!!!