Tuesday, May 29, 2007


Don't get sentimental about your project, you will not be able to do justice to it.stay out of it and try to look at it from a different person's point of view!! you might get the answers for all your questions...

Sunday, May 27, 2007


Waiting for something is crucial..
what to do to kill "THE" time
its just not passing
whenever I have time,
whenever I pass through that street,
whenever I look at those papers,
thoughts pop up in mind
which are unable to control
they continue popping...
It hurts me a lot
because of my helplessness
I can't do anything
other than just looking at them.
In the corner of my mind,
I can only think of “Miracle"
And I am waiting for that NOW

Friday, May 25, 2007

small things count!!

Yesterday I did something, which I did it after a long time. Its a nice feeling to do something for people whom you love. I was very HaApPy :D ...Small things makes life worth while, smaller incidents have big impact on your mind...like it could be someone saying a line to u, holding your hand, doing something for you, helping you or a simple kiss on your cheek…means a lot!!

don't want to work...

I just want to do something else than WORK…its just not happening man!!! I wasted one whole month after my jury…what to do…I am doing everything from eating nice food to watching movies but still that feeling of completing work is not coming from within. I want to go somewhere else but not back to home...I am just avoiding to go there..I want change in place..maybe I should go to Himalaya’s now… :D

Friday, May 18, 2007

way back into love...

I saw “Music and lyrics" starring Hugh grant, Drew Barrymore and I loved the song which they sing together. This beautiful song is sung by Hugh grant and Haley Bennett. In a true sense... good music and lyrics.

I liked few dialogues too...
“Melody is like seeing someone for the first time, physical attraction...
then as you get to know the person that’s lyrics.
The story who they are underneath.
Its the combination of two that makes the magic.."

Way Back Into Love...

I've been living with a shadow overhead
I've been sleeping with a cloud above my bed
I've been lonely for so long
Trapped in the past, I just can't seem to move on

I've been hiding all my hopes and dreams away
Just in case I ever need em again someday
I've been setting aside time
To clear a little space in the corners of my mind

All I want to do is find a way back into love
I can't make it through without a way back into love

I've been watching but the stars refuse to shine
I've been searching but I just don't see the signs
I know that it's out there
There's got to be something for my soul somewhere

I've been looking for someone to shed some light
Not somebody just to get me through the night
I could use some direction
And I'm open to your suggestions

All I want to do is find a way back into love
I can't make it through without a way back into love
And if I open my heart again
I guess I'm hoping you'll be there for me in the end

There are moments when I don't know if it's real
Or if anybody feels the way I feel
I need inspiration
Not just another negotiation

All I want to do is find a way back into love
I can't make it through without a way back into love
And if I open my heart to you
I'm hoping you'll show me what to do
And if you help me to start again
You know that I'll be there for you in the end

Sunday, May 13, 2007

don't want to be the last one :(

I didn't do anything after my 4th sem jury(23rd april) till date.Lot of work is pending.I am only thinking...giving "goodbye's" to everyone around,who finished their work and left back to their homes. I am still waiting here..doing nothing...only tried to finish one of the documents because of a deadline. now it seems there is no deadline set for myself..previously it was by course and jury structure. It seems everything is calm down, no hurry to go anywhere or make portfolio or to apply to any companies. I am not in a mood to do anything.Every moment I am forcing myself to work because I do not want to be the last one staying here to finish work without my classmates. Its so much fun to be with them and woking in our own studio, consulting each other with support and doing "masti" with 'jaaneman','bhopla' at any hour of day or night. simply chatting with each other, watching romantic films, sharing things, creating the whole 'story' behind our every major project...that "whole experience" is amazing, which I am doubtful whether I will ever get to.... :)
I am still not serious about this thing called " pending work". One of my classmate is already left for home. we 10 are here, that number will soon decrease and boiled down to zero and nobody wants to be the last one.

Friday, May 11, 2007

swinging tree

I want to go high and high in the sky
want to sit on a swing tied on banyan tree
and see the sky, birds...

My grandfather used to do this for me when I was a kid.He made a place with branches for me to sit and eat on a mango tree in our farm.I miss those days...
Roaming in fields,
Swimming in well,
Living in a hut with cows, buffalows,hens,dogs,goats...
Eating hot food which my mother used to carry in a weaved basket on her head... our entire family used to eat together...
Sleeping under moonlit skies in fields,
Collecting all possible things from stone,feathers,dry flowers,wild berries to home along with 5-10 liters of milk cans...
sometimes going back to home in village by bullock cart or
on the back of buffalow...
having roasted peanuts and 'papad' as evening snack and a glass of fresh milk...
singing 'bhajans' and playing 'lezim' in the evening with old men
listening to stories of crops, fields, gods and their routine farmer's life...
being curious about 'mela' which happens once in a year
and looking forward for summer vacations to go back to my village..