Jaisalmer trip...

I wanted to write about the experience of Jaisalmer trip since when I came back..but it was just not happening...These were written in my personal diary but not on blogg...

It was an amazing trip..
I enjoyed running around in sand dunes...
It was such a nice feeling to touch sand.... fine sand....smooth feeling..how it flows from your hand..
You just can't hold a single particle...everything flows...with a quiet speed..
I was sitting in a sand dune ..looking at a wavy pattern formed by them.
It reminds me, river with subtle movement of water ....
Ripple....which grows outwards...shows only growth.
sunset..............
I thought I just want to roam around and see every possible thing and feel it!
I can still feel cold touch of sand in the night........
and sand slipping under my feet...
struggle to go ahead in sand...
All efforts.....worth it!!!!
Even 5 km camel ride ...which broke my all bones and joints....
not the easy one....( he he he at least for me)

It was a great experience...I just loved it...
feeling of my negligible mass in front of nature.
I get the same feeling when I look at the sea....look at the sky...I feel we all are so tiny in front all these natural things, as if we almost doesn't exist..and still we fight for everything...bother for people's opinion....think a lot before taking each decision...sandwiched between never ending fight of our own heart and mind.....why??????

In nature, everything is so well thought of and has a meaning to it...we neglect it...because we are so involved in our own things...I still feel, one should repeat all those things which they did in their childhood.. catching dragonflies, making paper boats, eating soil, getting wet in the rain..crazy dreams etc which keeps you alive..small things doesn't excite us anymore..

I simply like Jaisalmer as a small town and its architecture ...amazing view from fort...It appears as a game of a leggo blocks of different heights...a composition made by a kid..
Haweli was too good and our photo shoot was great fun...we clicked lots of photographs...I think we were obsessed with ourselves...all Hi five snaps ...

I started smiling in photos, when I came to LAD ...I was so conscious about clicking photographs..today I don't feel anything...no consciousness... I used to hate clicking myself..
All credit goes to my dear classmates.....who keep clicking snaps!!!
I have gain confidence from them....that even I can look beautiful( he he he..which I always dream of...) and I started appreciating myself ..I always appreciate people but never thought about myself..but now I think about it..
This trip triggered many thoughts in my mind.............I think ..I am serious again!